What do you do when God feels silent?

When prayers seem unanswered, faith begins to crack, and life changes in an instant, difficult questions arise.

After a Stage 4 cancer diagnosis, Benel found himself asking:

Why me?
Why now?
God, are You even listening?
Why am I so angry with You?

In this honest memoir, Benel shares his journey from fear, anger, and disappointment to a deeper, quieter faith. Without easy answers, he explores what it means to wrestle with God, endure suffering, and discover that faith is not the absence of doubt, but the courage to keep going.

Why I Am Mad at God is for anyone who has questioned God in the midst of pain. It is a reminder that even when God feels silent, you are never truly alone.